just one of those days..

hmm...i really wanna just sit outside and type but its too bright and my eyes'll hurt.

Theresa went to Steubie for the weekend. i think she's coming back tomorrow..i dunno..she tried being a rebel and hide her phone from the people at the retreat but i guess she got caught XD good effort! i would do the same but i would hide it like on me. its not like they'll frisk me...if they did, i'll kick their ass..

this computer like turns off on me sometimes..O_O anyways, i was watching this youtube video of a sneak peek of new moon. gotta admit, i wanna see the movie now. im not gunna nerd out on it though..i do that for anything Jonas(:

crap i lost my train of thought..stupid cakes of food network..

well while i try to remember what i was talking about, how bout to keep buggin Jay about her suprise? the last suprise is a big suprise. the first one is ehhh...i dunno. you be the judge once you find out what it is(: hints start next week. that would suck if i create so much hype on it and its not even that big. muhaha...but then again, it could be huge O_o you are going to your FIRST Jonas concert so thats a step..i should stop typing about this now..might imply something..

that last blog was a bit serious..that side of me comes out here and there. but then i joke about it later on. life doesnt always have to be serious. where's the fun in that? "i wanna feel reckless, wanna live it up just because..." life without risks is like me being smart. see? no fun.

oh, big ups and shout out to Julia Pham aka @phamous cuz if i never contacted her, i would still be on my laptop, talking to myself and trying to find the perfect seat for Jay..im a perfectionist at times

ok ima keep being a twitter whore

@CAITLINANNELB

-Lovebug

i heard he told someone to feel his grapes...O_o ..uhmm..bye

Late Night Discoveries and a Story

twitter is a small world. finding people isnt that difficult. finding people you having heard of or seen in a while isnt difficult. finding out that those people have a blog isnt difficult. finding out that person is totally different from the last time you remembered seeing them is...kinda weird. in a good way.

as i was reading said blog, they totally wrote things that i never knew they can write. yeah yeah times change, people change but sometimes its hard to digest that. they used their blog as like a place to totally vent in a way where...well i cant totally explain it. i never knew that someone who was younger than me can talk about stuff in a mature manner..unlike this weird blog where its pure randomness.

i was passing by the older posts and im guessing that the blogger (im not gunna name who it is) now goes to a catholic high school..is a freshman..is working on a relationship with a guy that isnt really working out (?)..and wears a purity ring.

yeah, that caught my eye. and the fact that it was in 14 point font, bolded and in silver. there's a point to this entry and its coming up.

i bet some people dont think i would be the type of person wearing a purity cuz when you first met me and started making dirty jokes, i made it dirty-er. dont deny, you know you were made fun of by me! reason for that: i grew up totally different than everyone around me. i can never say i had a best friend from kindergarden that i can tell anything that's awkward to them and be totally comfortable about it. i can never say "oh i know how you feel" because sometimes, if not most times, i really dont. i can never say i wasnt tempted.

me? tempted? whether you believe it or not, its happened in the past. i try not to bring up the past but its something relavant to what im getting at. temptation is everywhere, espeically in high school. but temptation in middle school? even end of elementary school?

6th grade kinda did it for me. public school ruin minds. trust me. private schools may be gay cuz its small, you wear uniforms, the education is hard but you're better there than some other schools. shifting from a public school, to a christian middle school, to a catholic high school kinda made it difficult for me to actually find God. i had all these questions that i didnt think would be answered.

most of them involved temptation. i will admit this. first ever. most of my relationships i've been in were mostly physical (not like "I WANNA KICK YOUR ASS") not that kind. catch my drift cuz im not going in detail about that. i think the reason that it was like that is cuz of me. yeah..elementary school tends to stay in your mind. "whatever you do now changes everything you do later" is what my science teacher use to lecture us everyday. elementary school changed how i look at a relationship i have with another guy.

this is why i wear a purity ring. sure you can say to yourself "i'll just wait til marriage". i need a little reminder and its that silver Tiffany band on my ring finger. i want to get rid of what happened in the past. i dont want to think of every relationship as just something physical. i want to actually have a relationship where there physicality isnt as important as the effort of (insert L word) put into it. thats all on me.

tell me if you got lost. cuz i can understand if you did. its close to 1 in the morning for me.

one last thing for me to say..

LOVE(:

-Lovebug

"It doesn't matter if he world is pulling you down; With Christ you have everything." - Nicholas Jerry Jonas

Babysitting (my version)

i have to stay downstairs to watch Louis cuz he's not allowed up stairs or anything like that.

pretty boring..plus, this couch is very uncomfortable if you stay in the same position for a long time. i mean its probably different for OTHER PEOPLE *cough*JAY*cough* (:

im in the mood for a pizza and some slurpees from 7-11. problem: pizza is expensive. darn the economy.. i've been a total fatass. i've been eating so much but i cant run or anything cuz my knee is still messed up. GAHH!!

i dont even know why im posting anything...its freakin hot and im busy typing on this freakin thing. freakin...

this is a very pointless post...FAIL for me

HAWT

-Lovebug

the game face of a winner(:





....psttt...THERESA....look at his arms...

To Caitlin Anne

yes, i am that awesome the title of my entry is my name(:

so i've had some productive nights. 2 movies in one sitting. four brothers is one of my favorite movies (the punisher, superbad, pineapple express, the hangover, finding nemo) so i went to watch it again and while i was watching it, Theresa was kinda texting me very interesting things. makes me wanna jump a kid...his name starts with a B and ends with a itch- i mean randon. everyone's seen four brothers right? a mother of 4 adopted boys gets shot at a supermarket. all 4 of the brothers shoot up anyone who was involved. simple?

now imagine that senario...without the whole adopted stuff and mother...just think of the concept of their version of revenge..

sorry, im very violent as you can see. im the fighter of the group. i tend to push all my problems towards violence and physical altercation.

just how i am(:

Louis (my doggie), pronounced Louie, is now a house dog...i mean i was but we moved so it got complicated. now he's chillin on his bed next to the laundry room door. Coco (my other doggie) got an ear infection): i know...i dunno how she got it but i only noticed today. my dad said she got it a couple days ago. poor girl...on the brightside, she's been kickin it with me since i was 9 and knows how to ball me up (she learned how to play ball while on a patio set)

this has somewhat been a very productive blog. i actually rambled on about nonsense.

i have this awesome quote that i may/may not live by now. haha(:

EMERSON

-Lovebug

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

*thats a man, brotherly hug

12:14 am

@HAYtheresamay fun stuff. this could be one of those random moments where i drive to your house and kick it (:

@ThisChickLB haaah, not really. Ohh for sure that would definitely make my day

@haytheresamay there is a car here...and i have the keys..hmm..(:

@ThisChickLB You wouldn't. don't do anything you'll regret!

@haytheresamay my motto: i never regret any choice i make even if people think its stupid (:

@ThisChickLB well you need a new motto.


cant you feel the love?

uhhh..i was gunna put a picture...its just a forgot where i put it...i did find a picture of a orange with sunglasses at a rave..

..errr..yeah...

RAWR

-Lovebug

iJerk (and a little bit of iReject)

so im at my mom's office...no no, not the one in west co..yes, the one in LA. an hour away from everyone else..

i was mentioned at lease three times in the last 2 blogs Jay and Theresa put up. LOVED.

went to the barkada meeting yesterday. that was sorta eventful. we were all loud at starbucks. i made fun of ronnel with the whole "talking stick". i was the last for the ice breaker "im caitlin and uhh...ME-OW.." then we walked to panda and jamba and me and theresa just kicked it. fun stuff too cuz we were all random. Theresa didnt know what loyality meant so we were sitting there trying to figure out (to be honest, i was actually thinking pretty hard)

oh uhh....i freaked out in front of everyone at the meeting. it should probably be a normal thing. how would you react if you found out that KEVIN JONAS IS NOW ENGAGED?!? ...exactly..i told theresa and she freaked out. and then i told sarah and she....paused the whole meeting just so we can go on oceanup to read it. then went to google. and then she freaked out again cuz its true.

btw for those who still dont know, yes i am still buggin out. im a Jonas Brothers fan!! what do you expect!?

uhhhhh...im going to vegas this weekend. i gotta do my laundry that i've been putting off since sunday...and then throw all those clean clothes into my bags. sounds good? ok GO TEAM! then i gotta find a way to ask my sister if i can take her laptop..i've had it for a while now its practically my own.

ok i got like 26 minutes left for my laptop and i cant find a place to charge it (i dont know these people....) sooo yeah

tweet me!

YOUREAJERK

-Lovebug

awww i know...the air freshener in the background is annoying(: